for myself
Isn't the only coherent human communication in the making and then sudden breaking of deadlocks? Does it have to be?
The only way to not think of her is to not think of her.
I'm so tired of agonizing. So tired of coping. So tired of intimacies meant to last minutes.
But I don't know what would happen if I stopped.
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Sadly, all too relatable.
The only way to 'not think of her'
is to not 'think at all'...
I try my best to tire myself out completely so that by the time the head hits the bed, I cannot stay up agonizing. But then sometimes you just want premature happy endings, don't you? I guess I scared her away by telling her I loved her. But after six years what else does she expect?
What about your guy? (Well not like me to presume)
6 years? thats a long time to love someone aint it? i dont feel so bad about myself now.
Alright. Good for you. Feel bad for me instead.
"Shaun" is such a terrible alias though.
happy birthday.
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